One minute, you are writing this post at the beginning of summer completely overwhelmed with grief at the loss of your little baby. It's a surreal feeling, and you aren't really sure quite how to act, what to say, and faith seems to fail you.
So...you go quiet. I went quiet for a long, long time.
I needed some peace. I needed some time alone with my husband, my son, and my thoughts.
A lot happened in since then. A whole lot. Sometimes life takes you by surprise, and well...imagine our SHOCK to discover I was pregnant in August! Yes, utter shock! Naturally, I have kept extremely quiet about this new life event unsure how on earth one person gets pregnant not once but twice in such a short amount of time. That, in itself, is a miracle, but suddenly we are at 12-14 weeks. It is becoming apparent (as my belly sticks out and the morning sickness won't evade me) maybe (?) this baby will be a part of our world this April.
There is so much to catch up on, and I'm sure I have all but one reader left. I'll be ready to announce on Facebook after one final doctor appointment next week. Please pray for us! I'm a nervous wreck, but the Lord has a plan. And obviously, I do not understand his timing (although I'm very thankful).